Till the one day when the lady met this fellow,
And they knew that it was much more than a hunch.
Thursday, August 2
Oh Sanity, Why Do You Taunt Me So?
So...I've been reading some of my old posts, and I have to ask. Was I really that insane my Sophomore year? I must've been because many of my old posts make very little sense even to myself, and, for the most part, I remember what I was talking about. I'm not sure how anyone else could gleem any intelligable thought from my early rantings.
I'm not sure if anyone can understand what I write about now. I don't post as often, but I do like to put my thoughts down from time to time, and it's nice to at least have my thoughts make some sort of sense. I know they're random, but I'm random, it's to be expected. I didn't realize (until just reading some 2004 & 2005 posts) just how insane I sounded.
I suppose I was going through a pretty big transition at that point, many big things happening in a very short amount of time. I met John (which we've now been together for 3 years, yay us!), started the Comm. Design program (which causes insanity all on its own), terrible sleep schedule, lots of work, crummy job...the list goes on. So maybe it's reasonable that I did become, at least partially, insane.
Maybe the point that I'm trying to make is, that I can see that I have changed quite a bit since I first started this thing. While I still here myself very clearly in my old posts, it's a different me. I guess I have grown up some, perhaps become a little more mature, and maybe more considerate (at least I'd like to think so). I guess I just find it kind of interesting.
I find it enjoyable to read back on my thoughts, I'm probably my own biggest fan of this here blog, which is why I haven't completely given up on it. So I'll keep on, keep on, keep on, posting it right.
...yeah, I am insane, this post doesn't even make much sense. Oh well.
I'm not sure if anyone can understand what I write about now. I don't post as often, but I do like to put my thoughts down from time to time, and it's nice to at least have my thoughts make some sort of sense. I know they're random, but I'm random, it's to be expected. I didn't realize (until just reading some 2004 & 2005 posts) just how insane I sounded.
I suppose I was going through a pretty big transition at that point, many big things happening in a very short amount of time. I met John (which we've now been together for 3 years, yay us!), started the Comm. Design program (which causes insanity all on its own), terrible sleep schedule, lots of work, crummy job...the list goes on. So maybe it's reasonable that I did become, at least partially, insane.
Maybe the point that I'm trying to make is, that I can see that I have changed quite a bit since I first started this thing. While I still here myself very clearly in my old posts, it's a different me. I guess I have grown up some, perhaps become a little more mature, and maybe more considerate (at least I'd like to think so). I guess I just find it kind of interesting.
I find it enjoyable to read back on my thoughts, I'm probably my own biggest fan of this here blog, which is why I haven't completely given up on it. So I'll keep on, keep on, keep on, posting it right.
...yeah, I am insane, this post doesn't even make much sense. Oh well.
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